I am not sure whether I should feel obligated to share their (sym)pathetic view on my life which they have got a f***ing clue.
I am not sure whether I should feel guilty because I attempt to live in a different dimension of the world where is impossible to reach for an ordinary human being who only focuses on living a dull and uninteresting life?
I have neither time nor inclination to convince others to agree with me in everything I do. I have my own individual uniqueness which is a quintessential element which differentiates myself to others whose existence is unknown and forgotten. Because others found it impossible to imitate (well, how can you imitate something if you have no capacity to understand in the first place?) and I am not responsible for their frustration and despondency as it is their problem to deal with, not mine.
For those who would like to express their (kind and useless at the same time) concerns about me, before me, my recommendations go like this – read Iliad, study Homer’s heroism and learn how to think ‘Platonically’. After that, you can talk and I will listen or perhaps at least consider to listen. Because at least you would have a ground to understand ‘why I live my life in such way’.